Handwriting On The Wall

A weary mother returned from the store,
Lugging groceries through the kitchen door.
Awaiting her arrival was her 8 year old son,
Anxious to relate what his younger brother had done.
While I was out playing and Dad was on a call,
T.J. took his crayons and wrote on the wall
It's on the new paper you just hung in the den.
I told him you'd be mad at having to do it again.
She let out a moan and furrowed her brow,
Where is your little brother right now?
She emptied her arms and with a purposeful stride,
She marched to his closet where he had gone to hide.
She called his full name as she entered his room.
He trembled with fear--he knew that meant doom
For the next ten minutes, she ranted and raved
About the expensive wallpaper and how she had saved.
Lamenting all the work it would take to repair,
She condemned his actions and total lack of care.
The more she scolded, the madder she got,
Then stomped from his room, totally distraught
She headed for the den to confirm her fears.
When she saw the wall, her eyes flooded with tears.
The message she read pierced her soul with a dart.
It said, I love Mommy, surrounded by a heart.
Well, the wallpaper remained, just as she found it,
With an empty picture frame hung to surround it.
A reminder to her, and indeed to all,
Take time to read the handwriting on the wall

For We Believe

 1 Thessalonians 4:14 For we believe that Jesus died and rose again, and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him.

This verse embodies all of my Hope, all of my Desires, all of my Dreams, and all of my Loss. For without this one small verse we have no hope. Nothing this world 🌎 can offer me, show me, sell me, or entice me with can bring me what this simple Truth can. The older I get, the more I despise the things of this world. The attraction it once had escapes me. For this is only temporal and I long for the things Paul spoke of in his Epistles that are Eternal. Things of this world has be replaced constantly. I have to constantly breathe,eat, drink, sleep, and exercise. Not by choice but by necessity. I’m always trying to fill myself with the desires of this life. It always leaves longing for more. I become thirsty, sleepy, hungry, sleepy once again. I long for the day when I see as I am seen by God. Eternal. I long for my loved ones. To see my son, dad, brother again. This verse tells me they are bringing them back to me. God is allowing His Son to bring my son back to me. Jesus will personally bring him back to me. And all my Hope rest in this because God rose His son from the dead. And He promises to raise mine. And He promises to raise your husband, your wife, your mother, your sister, your daughter, your son, your grandchild, your uncle, your aunt, your stepdad, your stepmom, your cousin, your classmate, your friend……we build upon the Living Hope, the Invisible God, the Friend to the Friendless, President of Presidents, Maker of Me, Lover of My Soul, the One who hears my heart’s cry, the only One Worthy to open the scroll- our Only Hope, the Gentle Lamb, the Lion of Judah, the Lily of the Valley, the Creator of Heaven and Earth, the Balm of Gilead, the Healer of Nations, the Prince of Peace, the Peacemaker, the Ultimate Counselor, the Comforter, the Only One Who Can Make All Things New, the Destroyer of Death and Hell, the Reliever of Pain and Suffering, and the Shoulder I Cry On Who Wipes Away My 😭 Tears………..Amen. Let it be so. Come soon Lord Jesus and bring our Treasure back to us. Our treasure- our love ones- oh they like You Sweet Jesus is the Treasure Hidden Away in You…..

Jehovah Jireh

 Jehovah Jireh. The Lord will provide. That’s easy to say when everything is dependable. It’s hard to say when you reach for that checkbook and there’s no money there. Or when the car is on empty and your trying to make it to a gas station. And the next one ain’t for miles. How about when you shoot that big buck and can’t find him? No matter how long you search. Reaching into darkness and not sure what is there. 

This is where true Faith starts. I try to patient. I try to understand. I remember the words of Shadrack, Meshack and Abindigo. Whether our God saves or doesn’t we still won’t worship the statue. Hey, let’s be real. That takes a lot of Faith. When that loved one doesn’t come home from the hospital, that job lets you go after all those years, that person tells lies about you and others believe it, or you can’t feel His presence anymore. 

I shot the biggest buck I ever killed. Big ten point. Walked up to him. Layed out on the ground. Go back to vehicle to bring it down to retrieve him. He’s gone. No blood trail. No indent in the ground.  No tracks around where he was. Like he vanished. Who knows what happened? Other hunters speculated with me. But it’s still disappointing. But God let me have the experience but not the reward. 

Cause he knows I might have took the credit and not Him. He allows me just enough of anything that’s sufficient for me. I’m not saying I ain’t hurt. But like I said in a previous post. He’s Spirit is better that a 1000 bucks hanging on the wall. 

I’m learning how to accept the experience and not the reward. Acceptance, contentment, in all circumstances. Paul learned from these examples that God was making his heart over for his heart to feel for others by his experiences…..

So that ten point buck has fattened up the coyotes as I hear them yelp. As the sunsets 🌅 I remember there will always be Jehovah Jireh the God who provides what is sufficient for me. And I can thank Him enough. Hug 🤗 Connor Gargus, my son who went on to be with Ypu, a little tighter for me Jesus as I learn to accept Your will not mine.

Family

 I want you to think about this. I know your busy scrolling. Looking for something but not sure what- to speak to a need. A need in your heart. So, PLEASE 🙏 , give me just a moment. 

A rich man lives in a house all alone. He would give up all his treasure to share it with someone. A wife, a family, friends, anyone. Jesus had all this and more with Heaven. But, He was lonely. He saw us and didn’t want Heaven without us. So. He gave it all up. To rescue us from death and suffering. He chose willing death and suffering. Imagine how hard it is to hold something straight out. The lactic acid burns our muscles. Now imagine holding the whole world for generations straight out on a cross. Arms stretched out. The nails didn’t hold him there. 

Love did. 

He didn’t want Heaven without us. He wanted His family there with Him. 

Now. Shouldn’t we feel the same about our family……

The Hunt

 You didn’t kill a deer today. Spring is you didn’t catch a fish today. No I did something much more. Those moments of waiting for that game to appear has taught me to wait upon God. I caught the Holy Spirt on that boat or in that deer blind. Cause in those moments I have to be quiet. I have to be still. It’s like when your forced into a hospital bed from sickness or forced to your knees over losing a love one. You can’t help but hear the still small voice saying to your storm,” Peace. Be still.” 

So yeah I caught/ got ……the Holy Spirit that is worth more than 1000 bucks or 1000 bass.

Reconciliation

 Genesis 33:4

But Esau ran to meet Jacob and embraced him; he threw his arms around his neck and kissed him. And they wept

Two truths I can pull from this verse. Jesus parable of the prodigal son. The father ran to the son. Two. Jesus wept. He wept for Lazerus. Wept is a strong word. It’s a sorrowful weep that comes from the soul. 

Now. Jesus is the  Word. The Word is alive. So. At Jesus heart is all this. Reconciliation. Reconciling of family here or there. Our choice. So. We are either Esau. The one who has to accept the forgiving. Or Jacob. The one who has to swallow pride and ask for forgiveness. 

The result was Jacob becoming Israel. He moved up quite a bit. His blessings became many and reknown. But you have to decide. Level up or level down. Forgive to be forgiven. Your choice. My choice. Make it count. Time is short. Generations are waiting on your decision. Peace.